BALLOON(:

2010-01-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

We didnt get to go and play paintball today,sadly.

Hahahaha.

But its okay.

It was $35 per person,so we saved money.Heh.

I didnt do much today.

Baking failed.

First time,i dont know why.

But its fine.

I'm happy.

You're funny.

Tyvm!!(:

And bye Opah!

Have a safe trip!(:

HAZIYAH

2008-10-22T21:25:00.004+08:00

Okay,pictures from Monday.

We went for raya outing after school.

It was fun.

But it would have been fun-er with Ili,Amirah and Nadhrah.

Ahhh pictures.

They're mostly unglam.

And i haven't gotten all the pictures yet.

Whoever hasss,send okay.

Quiiicccckkk.

Okay that's all.

There's quite a few more.

But people will kill me if i uploaded them.

Hahaaa.

I've got 3 ulcers on my tongue.

Paaaaiinnn.

Okay ah my fault cause i accidentally bit it.

Okay i'm tired again.

BYE.

HAZIYAH

2008-10-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

You're so naive.

HAZIYAH

2008-10-16T22:04:00.005+08:00

School was boring.

Checking of scripts.

And 3 hours of doing nothing.

Was supposed to have malay.

But we deicided not to go for class.

Not looking forward to staying back till 5 tmrw to check Lit paper.

Doesn't even make sense why they have to make us stay back.

Ah whatever.

And Baizurah!

I'm not bimbo.

Just cause she heard me say 'Excuseee meee'

In that 'very high pitch voice' from outside her class.

Whateveeeer.

And i made a bet with her.

Ha ha.

Dah im 'emotionally drained' already eh Farah.

Hah.

Bye.

Asshole.

HAZIYAH

2008-10-15T20:08:00.009+08:00

Pictures.

Baking

Teens Alive

Hi Riqa and Diyanah :D

And yes,all 6 of us are in the same class for Teens Alive.

And the conversation below is taken from Riqa's blog.

IZZAH : Rafiqah ! do you wanna see my big W.I.T.C.H. book ??

RIQA : No thank you, Izzah.

IZZAH : Okay, I'll go take it.

RIQA : -___-'

ZIYAH : *laughs*

IZZAH : *comes back* This book tells you the crushes. Who do you wanna know first ??

RIQA : Cornelia

IZZAH : She likes Matt. *flips the pages* Now is Taranee.

RIQA : Okayy...

IZZAH : She likes Nigga !

ZIYAH & RIQA : What?!

ZIYAH : *grabs the book* NIGEL !

RIQA & ZIYAH : *laughs realllly hard while Izzah stares at us*

IZZAH : Nigel.

Such a bimbo.

And.

Both Ruzanna and Riqa wrote the sentence below on their blogs.

Haziyah found her male twin at Swensens.

Some mat.

Which they claimed,

Got attitude problem just like me.(not true)

Had some features similar to mine.

And sorry Azri for not waking you up on Monday.

Next time lah okaaayy.

And today sucked.

Big time.

You crashed and you’re on your own tonight.

HAZIYAH

2008-10-14T14:32:00.006+08:00

I have my reasons for not updating.

One,Riqa was in Spore,meaning more time spent outside.

Two,I dont have the mood to do anything.

Brief summary on what has happened and what's happening.

Pics when i feel like it.

Friday

E learning.

Riqa came.

Watched Perfect Stranger.

Baked a cake.

Went to ruzanna's house.

Watched No Reservations.

Came home at 12.

Saturday

7-Eleven,breakfast.

Riqa's parents and whoever came over.

Watched stuff on youtube.

Went for raya.

Came home.

Went for raya.

Came home at 12.

Sunday

Teens Alive.

(Abang came over but we weren't at home.Sorry abang!)

Went for raya.

Came home.

Went to Ridzuan's place

(or however you spell his name)

Went to the playground.

(Yes at night in our baju kurungs and heels and in the end we(us+cousins+riqa+diyanah) freaked out and went to ruzanna's house)

Slacked at ruzanna's house.

Went home at 12.

Monday

7-Eleven,breakfast.

Home.

Bugis.

Watched Eagle Eye.

Lunch at Swensens.

Walk around.

Went to ruzanna's place.

Send Riqa off.

Home.

Nothing significant.

Okay done.

Thank you friends and family,

And.

Please don't come back to me again if she does it once more.

I'm not your toy.

And i don't know how to be fine when i'm not,
HAZIYAH

2008-10-10T11:40:00.004+08:00

Hi Izzah youre so carefree.

Okay so yesterday was fine till the point i started pmsing.

Yes,how annoying,i know.

This entire week was okay.

Not as stressful.

On Monday,after school we went to watch House Bunny with Siti and Idayu.

Funny,should go watch it.

Hahaaa.

I dont remember anything else.

Yesterday got back malay results.

Okay,i guess?

Since cikgu said he purposely made it difficuly cause he wanted people to fail.

I dont know why,but yeah.

Not looking forward to getting back other results.

Siti and Sarah came over yesterday to bake a cake.

It turned out quite fine.

And now i got no mood to talk to anyone.

There's just too many things happening at one time.

Damn it.

HAZIYAH

2008-10-08T19:08:00.008+08:00

School was such a waste of time.
But it wasn't all that bad.

Miss Terry and Mr Goh are very entertaining people.

Hahaa.

Went to TM with Ayah, Ziyah, Farizah and Siti after school.

It's Mami's birthday today!

Took us about an hour just to decide between wallets, bags, rings and brooches.

This bracelet was what Ziyah and I bought in the end.

Pretty right :D

Sorry it's blur-ish.

Due to the misty lens.

My dad bought a DKNY watch for her.

$195.

Coool.

Swensens cones for Ayah!

"Smile Ayah!"

Hahaha.

Oh gosh.

His white hair. O.O

It was sort of his belated birthday present.

Hehe.

Oh!

My dad's ringtone is

"Dance with me" By Dizziee Rascal.

HAHAA.

Hmm.

Next year we're probably taking public transport to school.

Must wake up earlier.

Damn.

Aiyo, I'm so bored.

I should take up a hobby.

Or maybe do something new.

Hmm.

School tomorrow will be suckish again.

HML Intensive Revision?

How fun.

Well at least I have something to do after school.

Going over to Sella's place to play badminton.

Yayy~

Hanis.

2008-10-06T21:43:00.009+08:00

YAYY~

This suckfest is finally over :D
Haha.

I didn't touch the computer for more than a week okay.

Shocking, I know.

Anyway, Raya photos!

PURPLE THIS YEARR.

Heee.

Not many pictures.
Cause I'm too lazy to upload all.

Raya was indeed very liveless.

Worst raya ever.

Thanks to exams

Pfft.

Malay O's on the 5th of November.

That's just great isn't it?

Tsk.

No school tomorrow!

I'll spend my day watching movies and episodes of Friends.

Oh, maybe Whose Line and Russel Peters too.

Now I’m speechless,

Over the edge

And just breathless

I never thought that I’d catch this

Love bug again.

Boy I hear you in my dreams,

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Current favourite songs(:

Hanis.

2008-09-28T21:16:00.004+08:00

30 THINGS TO DO DURING AN EXAMINATION WHEN YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU'RE GONNA FAIL.

1.Get a copy of the exam, run out screaming "Andre, Andre, I've got the secret documents!!"

2. Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, "I'm SOOO sure that you can hear me thinking." Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is.

3. Bring a Game Boy. Play with the volume at max level.

4. On the answer sheet find a new, interesting way to refuse to answer every question. For example: I refuse to answer this question on the grounds that it conflicts with my religious beliefs. Be creative.

5. Run into the exam room looking about frantically. Breathe a sigh of relief. Go to the instructor, say "They've found me, I have to leave the country" and run off.

6. 15 min. into the exam, stand up, rip up all the papers into very small pieces, throw them into the air and yell out "Merry Christmas." If you're really daring, ask for another copy of the exam. Say you lost the first one. Repeat this process every 15 min.

7. Come into the exam wearing slippers, a bathrobe, a towel on your head, and nothing else.

8. Come down with a BAD case of Tourette's Syndrome during the exam. Be as vulgar as possible.

9. Bring things to throw at the instructor when s/he's not looking. Blame it on the person nearest to you.

10. As soon as the instructor hands you the exam, eat it.

11. Every 5 min. stand up, collect all your things, move to another seat, continue with the exam.

12. Turn in the exam approx. 30 min. into it. As you walk out, start commenting on how easy it was.

13. Get the exam. 20 min into it, throw your papers down violently, scream out "Fuck this!" and walk out triumphantly.

14. Arrange a protest before the exam starts (ie. Threaten the instructor that whether or not everyone's done, they are all leaving after one hour to go drink.)

15. Show up completely drunk (completely drunk means at some point during the exam, you should start crying for mommy).

16. Comment on how sexy the instructor is looking that day.

17. Come to the exam wearing a black cloak. After about 30 min, put on a white mask and start yelling "I'm here, the phantom of the opera" until they drag you away.

18. If the exam is math/sciences related, make up the longest proofs you could possible think of. Get pi and imaginary numbers into most equations. If it is a written exam, relate everything to your own life story.

19. Try to get people in the room to do a wave.

20. Bring some large, cumbersome, ugly idol. Put it right next to you. Pray to it often. Consider a small sacrifice.

21. During the exam, take apart everything around you. Desks, chairs, anything you can reach.

22. Puke into your exam booklet. Hand it in. Leave.

23. Take 6 packages of rice cakes to the exam. Stuff at least 2 rice cakes into your mouth at once. Chew, then cough. Repeat if necessary.

24. Masturbate.

25. Walk in, get the exam, sit down. About 5 min into it, loudly say to the instructor, "I don't understand ANY of this. I've been to every lecture all semester long! What's the deal? And who the hell are you? Where's the regular guy?"

26. Do the entire exam in another language. If you don't know one, make one up! (very tempting indeed)

27. Bring a black marker. Return the exam with all questions and answers completely blacked out.

28. Every now and then, clap twice rapidly. If the instructor asks why, tell him/her in a very derogatory tone, "the light bulb that goes on above my head when I get an idea is hooked up to a clapper. DUH!"

29. From the moment the exam begins, hum the theme to Jeopardy. Ignore the instructor's requests for you to stop. When they finally get you to leave one way or another, begin whistling the theme to the Bridge on the River Kwai.

30. After you get the exam, call the instructor over, point to any question, ask for the answer. Try to work it out of him/her.

The things that nadh teaches us.

Tsssskk.

I like no.17 though.

HAHAHA.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-27T16:33:00.004+08:00

6 October come quuuuiiiick please.

Like alot of other people,

lack of updates,

because of exams.

I screwed biology.

Sucks.

Now i need phy and chem,

to pull up the average.

I sure hope im not going to screw anything else up.

No story to publicise.

Exams end,less studying.

But it also means ________.

Oh Haziyah sucks.

Prioritise prioritise.

Oh yesss,cousins coming over tomorrow.

Yayyy.

I hope everyone can make it.

To everyone else,

happy studying and good luck!

Those taking n levels especially.

Go study,dont get distracted.

Think later,not now.

And happy last few days of fasting.

Make the best out of it.

Ahaaaaa.

Giving up doesnt mean im weak,

it only means im strong enough to let go.

I hope i can.

Soon,please.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-20T21:25:00.004+08:00

I think I've lost it.

Both ways,its wrong.

Not ready for the cycle to repeat itself.

But then again,dont want to be stuck in the past.

And yes i am,i thought i was getting there.

Apparently not.

Think.

Tough.

And its not the right time for people to change.

Especially when it involves both.

Sucks.

And i cant help or do anything to help.

All i can say is,please cheer up.

Most of you wont understand whatever i just wrote unless you're close to me.

Sooorrrryy.

Oh and happy studying to everyone(:

HAZIYAH

2008-09-16T20:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENGKU SITI NURAISHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIYANAH FARIZAH AZIZ!
Love you two.
I hope you both had an awesome birthday.
Stay happy(:

I think i missed quite alot of things by missing school for two days.
Like hints for the exams and last minute information.
Shite.

Anyway,
thank you to all the people who bothered to ask what happened and checked on me.
Love you peopleeee.

And youuu and youuu please cheer up.
Im here and so are your other awesome friends im sureeee.
Smile more okay(:

Anddd take care of yourselves.

Love you people too.

HAHA.

This is how bad i miss my people.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

I'm down with fever all of a sudden.

Good timing la seyy.

I dont wish to vomit again.

Its so disgusting.

It may be normal for hanis but it isnt for me.

Stupid headache.

Stupid whatever you call that stomach thingy.

Annoyingest.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

HELLOHELLO

Past two days,tiring.

But still quite fun though.

Got back results for term 3.

Screwed.

But at least im not one of the possible retainees.

Hope it stays that way.

Last night,went to buka with friends at Simpang Bedok.

The place was packed with melayus.

There were like 16 of us.

Fuuuun.

Made alot of noise.

Attracted alot of attention cause of loud people.

And one mat there called amirah syg.

Hahahaaa.

Gatal much.

Walked to my house to pray.

It was damn kecoh and they made alot of noise while walking in between houses and at the alley.

And they insisted that it wasnt nearby.

Hahaaa.

It was verrryy fun.

Plan hari raya outing okaaaayy.

Today went to Ayah's side of the family to buka.

No pics cause its just different laaaa.

Abang Aufi has dreadlocks now.

Long,dreadlocks.

Like Jason Castro's hair.

Hahaha.

I dont know how he maintains it.

I bet he takes hours to shower.

Kak Lydia has bangs.

She looks like a doll.

HAHA.

Rizal's darker cause of hockey.

And he's a mat now.

Shortayyeee.

Anti social summore.

Pffft.

Kak Kina's prettier now.

Heheh.

Everyone else is pretty much the same.

Next outing will be rayaaaa.

Okay that stupid shaaaarp pain's back again.

Goodnight peopleesssss.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-12T21:46:00.005+08:00

Just completed the damn SEM survey.

TWICE.

Since I forgot to do the second part ):

So I had to re-do.

202 questions .

Irritating.

Oh I found this question funny.

52. As a TKGian I have grown in graciousness this year and displayed it in my behaviour.

-_-"

I wonder if anyone clicked Agree

Or better yet, Strongly Agree

Hahaha.

Got back our report cards today.

L1R5 is still 20.

Upsetting):

I passed everything though, a plus point.

I'm below cohort average for Malay and Physics only.

Hahahaha.

I wonder what my dad,a malay cikgu, will say. XD

He's probably going to make me sit in for tuition):

Pfft.

Found out I grew too!

Suprisingly.

157.7 m.

And my weight's 41.7kg.

My aim is to reach 1.6m by next year ;)

Hahaa.

This small boy pulled by hair today in the bus.

Oh, he poked and kicked me too!

Long story:D

But I can tell you that all I could do was smile and laugh somemore.

Hahaa.

Why did I have to be the unlucky one anyway?

Karma?

Hmm.

Well, Fa and Sha enjoyed it anyway:D

Hanis.

2008-09-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

I do not like time of the months.

Please bear with me if i get annoyed easily in the next 2 or 3 days.

Which i think is unlikely unless you really do something that will piss me off.

Boring week.

Studystudystudy.

Hopefuly,i wont be retained.

That's going to be a waste of time.

Anddd its not very fun.

Tmr night,buka with the budak melayus.

I hope.

I'm not going to layan your over-sensitiveness.

It hurts so baaaaadly.

Hopefully i can go to sleeep.

Stupid.

Its too early to get it.

Pfffft.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-09T22:05:00.006+08:00

What I saw in Hijanah's Reflections Book

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

I'm so hot my name's in the alphabet.

*flips page*

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

I'm so hot my name's STILL in the alphabet.

-_-"

What a huge ego.

Hahaha.

Well, what can I say?

Not many people have their names in the alphabet right?

Hanis.

2008-09-08T21:24:00.005+08:00

THIS OLD WOMAN CHOKED ON HER WATER AND SPAT IT OUT ON ME ON THE BUS.HOW DISGUSTING IS THAT.SO PISSIFYING.I REACTED LIKE A BIMBO SUBCONSCIOUSLY.SO EMBARRASSING.AND I BELIEVE IT IS NOT KARMA.HAHAAAAA.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-07T11:49:00.012+08:00

Pictures!

Adilah!

TWINS!

Aiyo, I look so ugly here:/

Hafiz!

Abang, the extra. Hahaha.

Ruzanna looks retarded :D

Attempt no 1.

Hadi doesnt know how to say "1,2,3" or even que us to get ready.

Hahaha.

Attempt no 2.

Hafiz cried O.o

Attempt no 3.

Azri used his thumb to cover Ruzanna's face -_-

Attemp no 4.

Azri's not in the picture!

Attempt no 5.

Azri's extra fingers -_-

Attempt no.6

Abang's extra hands!

-_-"

FINALLY.A nice decent shot(:

A nice shot as well(:

This was candid I swear!

Unglam O.O

We both look selengeh here.Hahaa!

"Huh?!"

Hehe.Ultimate makcik pose:D

Nadh's awesome photography skills.Heee.

Okay I'm too lazy to update:D

Yesterday night's gathering was just a hell lot of fun.

Credits to Abang for unglam pictures!

Hanis.

2008-09-06T22:43:00.005+08:00

Love,cousins <3

This is one of the many photos we took.

Hanis will post the rest tmr.

Goodnight.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

I read Abang's post and I wanted to cry.
I read some people's blogs and I wanted to cry.
I'm watching "Mengejar Matahari" on Suria and now,
I want to cry.

It's a sad night.
It's been a long while since I cried or even feel down.
Maybe I should stop pushing all my troubles aside.
And give some thought about it.

Breaking down is good sometimes right?

Hanis.

2008-09-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hellohello.

Nothing much happened today.

I cant stand the fact that cant study for long.

So annoying.

One thing i learnt is that i cant stand next to hanis during terawih if not by the end of the month,my toes will be fractured.

Pfffft.

OHOH.

Abang Syazwan wrote something on his blog.

Which is really touching.

Hahaaa.

Really.

Other than the part where im being called a brat.

You can go see it.

Heheh.

I hope im going to meet all of them tmr since we're all breaking fast at cik ram's house.

Yaaayyyy.

Excited excited.

Maybe we can even webcam with Cik Julie and family in New Zealand.

Oooooh.

So fuuuun.

Cant wait for tomorrow.

And i need to find time to bake cookies.

When when wheeeenn.

Okay sorry for wasting your timeee.

Happy fasting :D

I shouldn't love you,

but i want to.

I just can't turn away.

I shouldn't see you,

but i can't move.

I can't look away,

And i dont know how to be fine,

when i'm not.

Cause i don't know,

how to make the feelings stop.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-05T00:28:00.005+08:00

I wonder.
Why are so many people obssesed with Gossip Girl?

I shall go watch it someday.

Then maybe I'll turn into a bimbo bitch.

Oh yeah.
I learnt a bimbo cheer today.

Oh my gosh.
I think I need a manicure.
The sun,
I swear;
Is burning up my gorgeous hair.
Red, yellow, blue, green;
What's the colour of my team?
I don't know, I don't care;
I just want to do my hair.

Haha.
Nice right?
I enjoy saying itXD

Hanis.

2008-09-04T17:57:00.006+08:00

Can we have a gathering soon pleaseee.

This was taken in 2001.

Grandfather's last hari raye with us.

I miss him ):

This picture brings back loads of memories.

I still remember this night.

While Ruz still looks like a girly girl.

Heheh.

This year's gathering on the eve of raye is going to be different.

Its likely we're going to be short of one family.

Since they're in New Zealand.

And by next year we may even be missing Umi,Abah and Syakir.

They're moving to Dubai.

Unfair much.

Still,at least theres still 15 cousins around.

So few i know.

The rest of you better stay where you are now.

hahaaa.

I miss the cousins.

Anw,had some sort of a breakdown in the afternoon.

Sorry Sarah.

Thank you Farah,Idayu,Haziq for putting some sense into my head.

Sorry if i annoyed any of you.

Thank you friends.

Sayang kamu semua.hahaaa :D

Hanis said,

just now you cry,

yesterday you cry,

the previous night cry,

everyday also cry.

It sounds funny.

Hahaaa.

Bye sad.

Hello happy.

I hope,for long.

Help me by not reminding me okay.

Kay thanks bye!

HAZIYAH

2008-09-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

Few more minutes to midnight.
I feel sleepy but I don't want to sleep.

Amirah(Cedar) came over for buka todayy.
Viewed people's friendsters, blogs and stuff.
She spammed someone's blogXD
What a meanie.
Hahaa.

Tomorrow's Thursday.
Time's going by real fast.
I still have lots of revision to do.
Damn.

There's so many thoughts going through my head now.
And its all because of you.
Pfft.

Nights.
Hanis.

2008-09-03T12:46:00.003+08:00

A lot of time was wasted yesterday.

And my IC photo is so ugly.

Ayah says he'll let me make a new one and claim that my previous was damaged,in a few years time.

So nice.

Ayah was making lame and not funny jokes at the place.

Maluating.

And there were this two mats standing behind us and one of them said.

'Eh org depan ni dari tadi pegang rambut'

Like HA HA HA.

Hanis laaaaa.

Dont know how to go toilet.

Oh and we almost went into the male toilet.

If not for me pulling her away before she coud push the door.

So embarrassing.

Tuition was okay-ish.

But i was sleepy and the atmosphere was quite sad towards the end.

At night,i fell asleep really early after _____.

Hanis realised when i woke up in the middle of the night.

What can i say?

This thing isnt going away even though im trying.

Stupid.

Its tragic,

stumbling through all this static.

Like two divergent plates,

its slowly moving apart,

slowly drifting away.

Somehow,

its just not like before,

it just doesn't feel like before,

i don't even know if you call me one anymore.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-01T22:17:00.006+08:00

Boring day.

Now,clarify some stuffs.

1.I did not cut my hair.

2.My hair didnt grow much over the weekend so it couldnt be that its longer.

3.I did not tie my hair higher.

4.I did not lose that much weight.

5.I didnt go for chemical peeling(i dont see why)

6.And i most certainly did not go for facial.

So weird.

And i thought my hair was just screwed.

I still cant figure out why.

Mummy's currently reading a book.

Dealing with Difficult People.

When i asked why,

she said its us.

Uhuh.

Hard to believe,i know.

HAHA.

Talking to Ayu and Sittaye helps alot(:

Oh yeah Happy Fasting!

Things keep replaying,

over and over again.

Like a broken record,

over and over, over and over.

One after another,

history repeats itself.

Unnrelenting, neverending.

I've made my mind up,

I shall stop.

But its too hard to come to a complete stop.

To suddenly push the brakes,

because, i'll just fall out and crash.

And it would cause more harm and pain than necessary.

I promise i will stop,

eventually.

Slowly but surely.

One step after another.

Perhaps,

if I stop searching, one day,

it will find me instead.

Maybe,hopefully.

HAZIYAH

2008-09-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

Today's the 1st day of the fasting month.
Alhamdullilah.
HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS.
It's time to earn extra pahala.
Haha.

Just came home from the mosque.
I love praying tarawih there with my family and cousins.
It's just fun somehow.
I want to go there everyday without fail for at least the first 2 weeks.
Exams will be close by the end of the 2nd week so yea,it depends I guess.
(:

Anyway,I woke up at 12 todayy!
Whoops.
Hahaa,but my day was very productive.
I studied for 5 hours altogether.
Yayy me!
:D
Oh yes, 23 more days to Final Years.
Crap.

Going to go to school to photocopy past year papers tomorrow.
And then going off with Ziyah to make our ICs.
Haha, finally man.
Anyone wants to follow?
It won't be much fun going with Ziyah only.
Cause you know, she's boring.
Hahahaha.
Nahh kidding.
But it'll be more fun with another person around I guess(:

I hope to lose at least 2kg by the end of this month.
Then I'll be 40kg once more.
Ziyah's so skinny it's so unfair.
Pfffft.
Haha.

Alright, tc guys.
And make full use of what Ramadhan has to offer.
Hanis.

2008-08-31T09:51:00.006+08:00

I did feel better yesterday.

Didnt think as much.

Still,up there,its a whole lot of mess.

Was supposed to fast,pay back yesterday.

Till like 3?

Someone opened her mouth and told parents that i didnt wake up earlier in the morning to eat and that i didnt eat anything the whole day on friday.

Last proper meal was thursday's lunch.

That was so not needed.

So,they were afraid i was going to faint,though it was quite unlikely.

Broke fast.

And i think that's the reason why i feel tired very easily nowadaes.

Went out at night.

Was very moody.

Emotionally drained.

Emotionally unstable.

As i was told.

I feel happy today though.

I hope it stays that way :D

Oh yes,thank you Syiq for bringing me to the toilet on Friday.

Sorry,i know you were kinda freaked out and scared.

As well as Sittaye,Ayu,Sella,Izza,Nurul,Aisyah,Farizah,Ayeshah,Farah and classmates for the hugs,smiles and messages.

Oh,Rahim too.

Though you guys dont know what's happening,thanks alot.

Love you guys (:

And you,yeah i think you know who you are.

Sorry for acting this way all of a sudden.

It wasnt your fault.

I am trying my very best to be the way i used to be.

And yeah,thanks for everything.

I owe idayu a phonecall.

Sorry girl.

I'll call as soon as i can okay.

And thank you Sittaye for checking on me.

Love youuu!

A drop in the ocean,

A change in the weather,

I was praying that you and me might end up together.

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,

But I'm holding you closer than most,

'Cause you are my heaven.

Its the end.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-29T21:59:00.004+08:00

Today's by far,the worst ever.

How is not talking to me,supposed to help.

It doesnt,it makes it worse.

No one can help,

because im stubborn.

Wake up,

cause its not doing me any good.

Then again.nothing i do is right.

Can someone tell me,

why?

I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-29T20:52:00.007+08:00

TEACHERS' DAY CUM BE YOURSELF DAY WAS A BLAST!

Hahaha.

I didn't get to dress up though.

Cause I was afraid i woudnt be allowed to go back to WSPS with home clothes.

I wanted to be Ashley Olsen and Ziyah would be Mary Kate!

Haha!

Next year,I want to dress up and be Raven from TeenTitans.XD

And then I can ask my friends to be the rest of the titans!

Heee.

So fun!

PICS!

Be Yourself Day Finalists!

Spot Indiana Jones aka RUZANNA!

There's also Santa Claus.

Hahaa.

MICHAEL PHELPS! EDWARD SCISSORS HANDS!UGLY BETTY!

NARUTO! AMY WINEHOUSE!

And the last one idk ah.

Go to Khaleedah's blog for nicer photos!

I want to take a photo with Ayeshah so I can be Keira Knightley. Haha!

2e1's hilarious performance!

"How could this happen to me?"

" I can show you the world.. Shining, shimmering, splendid"

"I'm yours"

Sorry for ugly photography. It's all Ziyah's friend's fault. Hahaa.

Hijjie did a great job acting as the teacher:D

NINERS

Sharifah Rawiah as herself!

Khaliesah AKA Victoria Beckham!

Tak fair seyh. Husband hotXD

Natasha and Khaliesah!

Khaliesah, Nuraidah and Rawiah(:
Reflection from Rawiah's shades.

Sorry not clear):

And BEVERLY YAP'S DANCE!

Damnn nice lah(:

I'll upload the video tomorrow.

Teachers' Day was so fun!

But going back to WSPS was kind of boring.

There was so little people there.

Not to mention Mdm Bawani kicked us out!

But at least we got to see some of our classmates:D

And Ayeshah went back with her pirate outfit.

So on the way there this mat went "ARGH" at her.

HAHAHA. XD

Went to TM with Ziyah,Farah and Aisyah after that.

Aisyah wanted to go shopping!

So we had to follow her everywhere.

My legs hurt from all the walking around):

Then we terserempak with Fidzhin and gang!

They were like.. 8 of them? O.O

Hahaha.

Decided to meet up so he can pass me my change.

They ate at Swensens AGAIN!

So rich lah they all!

Pfft.

And then Aisyah went to meet her beloved bf.

Since she wanted private time with him, we had to walk round and round like sesat people and wait till she's done.

But in the end we went home before her cause we were tired.

At least I was. XD

Today was awesome.

Thanks everyone who made me smile/laugh(:

Thank you Aisyah for the flower(:

Oh and Farah for my Starbucks!(:

Hanis.

2008-08-28T20:43:00.005+08:00

AWWW.

This was Izzah's card to me and Ziyah(:

Sweet isn't it!

Read downwards or it woudn't make sense.

I ran to her and gave her a huge hug once I read it.

Hee.

I love her.

I don't get the "boom" part though.

Hahaha.

So this week went by pretty fast.

Faster than usual at least.

Monday had school then tuition.

Nothing interesting happened except for the kentalan "prank call" Haziq and his gang tried to do.

"Hello this is Hafidzhin's dad"

HAHA.

Thank god Ziyah told me it was Haziq's number.

Or I would have totally fell for it.

Tuesday was the worst day of the week since Sharifah was all emo.

It isnt nice to have someone who is normally so hyper turn all upset.

It will affect everyone's mood!

Most of all to people who care(:

Wednesday had school and then went for some Bengkel.

I woudn't have gone for it if it wasn't for Ziyah.

Crap lah she.

Told her we should have ponned it.

Left halfway because we got bored.

Hahaa.

"We have tuition."

Then Ziyah, Farizah and I rushed off.

Fidzhin's so shy lah omg.

Abit Scary.

Spent a loooong time deciding so Zi suggested to give money and make him buy himself.

Hahaha.

Hui Qi and I got scolded three times that day for making too much noise.

Go die Mr __.

It wasn't just us!

And we were so far away from the exam room!

Tskk.

Oh!Sharifah also tried to write straight.

She failed.

Lol.

Naturally senget lah my dear.

Today was slack and uneventful.

But not that bad(:

Tomorrow's Teachers' Day!

YAYY.

Can't wait to go back to WSPS and see my first crush and allXD

Hahaha.

Kidding kidding.

Going back to Pasir Ris will bring back such awesome memories.

I'm so excited lahh.

Wheee~

Oh and;

DANIELLE!

Thanks for the dolphin-shaped earrings!

Hahaha.

Now i have 5 new earrings:D

I shall change it every week from now on.

Hehe.

I'm writing so much cause I'm so bored.

Suddenly so semangat seyh.

Hahaa.

Sorry for wasting 2minutes(or more) of your time.

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you.

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know;

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone

All that we could be, Where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love,

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you?

Are you holding back, like the way I do?

Cause I’m trying, try to walk away

But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away.

I love this song(:

It means so much.

Hee.

Hanis.

2008-08-28T20:41:00.003+08:00

Today was sucky at first but it got better and then it got worse.

Laughed alot during malay class cause Izza and Ayu were being super lame and super annoying.

My score higher than yours cannot isit!

So mean.

After school was fun and nice.

Right Siti?

hahaaa.

So yeah obviously i started thinking again.

I dont know.

I really think its going to happen.

Maybe im saying this cause of what someone just told me.

Idkidkidkidk.

Its not fair.

Anything i do will be wrong.

Pfffft.

Lets just see what happens.

Stupid.

Tomorrow better be a good one.

And yeah so many people realise.

Oservant.

hahaaa.

And youre such a freak.

Youre not dying so shut up.

Annoying.

Like things arent bad enough.

Screwed up.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

Kimberley was being abusive today ):

She hit,slapped.poked,dragged me throughout day.

She even uses half of my table.

Cause one table isnt enough for her.

Pffffft.

Today's just like yesterday.

Because.

I have my reasons lah.

Not as bad though.

And you.

TRY and QUIT.

Sorry was very garang.

HAH.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

Tough,rough day.

Its not obvious.

Acting a little different perhaps.

They know and observe me well.

Today's not my day.

Stupid headache.

Stupid red eye.

Stupid soap.

Stupid vomit.

And after everything,i still dont have an answer.

Thank you Siti,Ayu and Sarah for trying to get some sense into my head.

Bear with it a little longer.

I hope.

Wake up.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-24T21:34:00.003+08:00

When we come to realise.

Its nothing but a dream.

Its a cyle.

We just got to deal with it.

Weak.

Not a very nice feeling,is it?

HAZIYAH

2008-08-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

TODAY'S A VERY SPECIAL DAY FOR ALL.

Hahaha.
I'M FINALLY 15 TODAY.
15's such an awesome number.

Anyway!
Thanks to everyone who had made this day very special to me(:

Thank you Farizah,Ayeshah,Ain,Nadhrah and Sella for the Bodyshop perfume!
Thank you Sharifah Rawiah,Nuraidah and Khaliesah for the pretty earrings!
Thank you Khaleedah for the super cute hairband and the funny card!
Thank you Drusilla for the sweet necklace you made me!
Thank you Sharifah Diyanah for the cute keychain and card!
Thank you Ruzanna for treating me Vitasoy! (Hahaha!)
Thank you Cik Ram for the birthday money!
Thank you Ahmad for the Secondhand Serenade album!
Thank you Mami for the cupcakes and mybag!
Thank you Ayah for the treat to Breeks!
Thank you Riqa for the ultra sweet dedication on your blog!
Thank you Izzah for the earrings! (which she paid half of)
Thank you Farah for the present I have yet to receive!
Thank you Hafidzhin for the chocolates I have also yet to receive!

Oh and;

Nuraidah,Farizah,Khaleedah,Khaliesah,Ahmad,Sharifah Rawiah,Rafiqah,Ameera, Danielle, Hui Qi, Jing Yi, Vivi, Yun Xing, Amirah (3e5), Nur Hanisah, Astri, Aqida, Nadiah, Haziq, Idayu, Siti, Farah, Shaik, Diyanah, Hafidzhin, Amirah (Cedar) Rahim, Khairi, Asyiqin and Baizurah for the birthday wishes!

And also to me dearest cousins,
Hadi, Nashrah, Hafiz for the call!
And to my Opah for the birthday wish and funny advice!

Bibik Lucy too!
Oh and also those who dedicated their birthday wishes on their blogs :D

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!
HahaXD

So my birthday was nice(:
Unfortunately, my plan to wake up at 10.01 (my birthtime) failed.
):
Hahaha.
Ziyah managed to wake up at her birthtime though (10.00)
:/

Unfair muchh.

I spent my birthday doing homework):
Kesian eh?
Pfft.

Watched Made Of Honour though.
Nice ei!
Haha!

And then went to Breeks.
Will post pics tomorrow.
Gtg!
BYEE(:

Hanis.

2008-08-20T21:09:00.010+08:00

HELLO.

I shall update about monday today,yesterday today and today,today :D

Today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD HAZIQ BIN AZMI!

Thank you for everything!
Hope you had fun today(:
Dedication no need ah,its in the card.
HAHA.

Uhh,went to chem gallery at Jurong island.
Boring boring boooooring.
Idayu and Sarah followed back to bedook inter.

Monday

Got to skip many many periods cause of UK band people.

My buddy was Hannah W.

She thought that they were weird cause so many people wanted to take a picture with her cause shes prettayeee.hahaa.

At the end of it all,exchanged contacts and took many pics with her as well as some guys.heehee.

Sure going to miss them.

Tiring tiring day.

Tuesday

being a good friend, skipped cip to follow zee. there were reasons why i was forced to follow. hehe :D everything was so rushy cause apparently someone made us wait for her for half an hour for some class and made us all gabra and all rushy to get all the stuff she wants within an hour. i wonder what was gonna happen without me and siti there. haha.

anyway, looking at you do all those stuff just brings back the memories i had doing those stuff too before. its a nice sweetish feeling though. and am glad that both me and siti could help make your plan work. despite all the stuff you troubled us with. hehe. i hope it went well. :DD

Got that from idayu's blog.

Summarised the day.

Im too lazy to type.

Thank you Ayu and Siti!<3

And sooooryy idayuuu.

Not my purpose okay.haaa.

And thank you Haziq!

hahahaa.

Awesomest.

There was one part of the day that scared me a little though.

Lucky i didnt faint.

Okay thats all.

Oh yes thank you ayeshah!

Im soooo tired.

Sleep deprived for quite some time.

Cause of a certain person.

HAHA.

Byeee people!

HAZIYAH

2008-08-18T20:22:00.003+08:00

BALLOONS!

LOL(:

They're really pretty balloons aren't they?

I almost blew into one untill my maid said "EH NI CONDOM!"

HAHAHAHA.

How was I suppose to know they were condoms?

They look like colourful elongated balloons to me!

Why must condoms have colours anyway?

"To make sex more fun"

HAHA HIJANAH.

My mind is just too clean :D

Anyway, found this at Nadhirah's living room.

It's for her project lah.

What pretty contraceptives.

UK Band going on now!

I wonder how it is.

I miss looking at all the hotties.

(There were only two,actually)

But so what.

"Mr Tang dah leh blah!"

Haha, Sharifah.

K, project time!

Toodles.

Hanis(:

2008-08-15T21:39:00.004+08:00

They changed their mind again.

We're going to KL tmr.

I'll need manymany painkillers.

Cause of the taking down of curtains and the furnishings.

HAHAHA.

Monday's going to be a longlong daaaay.

And ill get a buddy from UK.

Girl laaa girl.

Eleanor tried to ask them to switch mine to a guy.

HAHAH.

I wonder how that went.

Tuesday's gonna be hectic.

So many things to do,so little time.

Due to certain reasons.

Secret :D

I'll post one of izzah's stories up here tmr.

Its damn funny.

Anddd people have their limits.

Andd soo people should learn to stop after some time.

Okay thats all for today.

Byeeee.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-14T20:06:00.005+08:00

For this week, I only went to school for 1.5 days.

Heh.

And that is IF i go to school tomorrow.

Went home during recess on Tuesday.

And I didn't go to school on Wednesday and today.

And everyday is a different thing altogether.

Tuesday had migraine.

Wenesday had flu and high fever.

Temperature was 39.4

I lost my appetite so i skipped breakfast and lunch.

Forced to eat dinner though.

I barely slept that night.

Today I vomitted bile out.

Forced to eat again.

Food doesn't even taste like food.

Everything tastes so biter and disgusting.

My mouth feels so dry.

I hate it.

Currently the doctor gave me 4 different pills.

They're useless.

I'm not feeling any better.

So I'm taking an extra two.

I want to get well by tomorrow.

Well at least my appetite's back and my temperature ain't so high.

Too bad my flu's worse than ever.

Crap.

This is the worst week ever.

I practically have no energy to do anything except watch tv.

Boo told me to go study.

Crazy woman.

I feel drowsy again.

Bye.

Hanis

2008-08-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

Today was awesomeee.
I feel happy.
You should too.
HAHAHA.

Good luck to those people taking CAs.
Study study stuuuudy :D

byeee people!
i know i wasted your time.
heehee.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

I really didnt mean that.

Sorry.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-10T20:48:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D
Dying blog.
And im the only one updating apparently.
Pffft.

Okay eventful past few days.

FRIDAY

Err.
School.
Dressed in ethnic cotume for like 10 minutes and changed.
Cause it was covering my open wound so like oucccchhh.
Skip skip skip.
Went to TM.
Watched Prom Night.
It was really thrilling.
HAHA.

And Ayu was being super kental.
Like her theatre like that.
Sit anyhow.
Scream scream.
HAHA.
Mats behind were laughing at her.
It was quite fun with Sittaye Ayu Iffa Hannah and Sarah.
Our row was the most kecoh.

Saturday

Morning went to Vivo with family minus Hanis.
Walked around,had lunch.
Then mami asked me if i had a bf 0.o
No,i dont.

In the evening,went to kak hana's house.
Gathering with cousins all.
FUN.
Watched the NDP thingy on tv.
Was quite boring but with people commenting on it,
it became fun.

And annoying Amirah.
Couldnt stop laughing at the fact that i fell during shuttle run.
And she said that i probably got into a gang fight.
I am not havoc lah please!
She still doesnt believe me.

At about 8,went home.
Saw something funny.
SUNGGUH TIDAK CEMBURU.
HAHAHAH.
I found it rather amusing and i couldnt stop laughing.
Idk why.
Desperate betol.

Today

Didnt do much.
Teens alive and tuition.
Now im here.

I freaking accidentally pulled my skin while removing the gauze.
And so it's bleeding again.
Damn pain.
And i dont like applying antiseptic cream to open wounds.

Ayu's online cause she wants to talk to me eh!

HAHA.

Hope tomorrow's eventful.

And faster come back la you.

Hurry up please.
HAZIYAH

2008-08-06T22:00:00.005+08:00

'ouhouh. and zee fell. haha. sorry. hehe. yeah. i was damn shock seeing her on the ground with her knees bleeding. get well soon awak! (waving to your gauze and tape retardedly :D)'

HAHA IDAYU.

She didnt allow me to go anywhere cause she wanted to 'visit' me after the fall.

And that's the most interesting thing today.

It hurts alot alot.

And it doesnt seem to be clotting.

Idk whyy.

Bloody waterfall,

sounds nice doesnt it?

Gross gross gross.

Oh yeah anyway,

Thank you Natvianne,Gennifer,KimberlEy and Izza!

So caring.

hahaha.

Deceiving.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-05T20:57:00.003+08:00

Cinta kita cinta mati.

And annnd.

Pegang tangan aje tau.

HAHAHAH.

Damn lame,so loser.

Should be censored ah.

Only Siti,Ayu and Sarah would know why its so funny.

Okay so today school finished at 12.

Went to ayu's house to watch puaka tebing biru or someeething like that.

Its old,yes.

I am the loserestest person when it comes to watching horror movies.

Especially malay ones.

When the show started,3 of us were like doing something.

I turned and faced the tv and i screamed and turned my back against it.

Everyone was laughing already.

Why.

Because it was only a corpse.

Not even the ghost yet.

KENTAL.

Sarah hit me countless times during the movie,

cause i was being really loser.

Everytime it became night time i cover my eyes.

But apparently this one,the ghost comes out in daylight too.

SO i saw it.

Resulted in me taking the stairs instead of the lift.

Idayu and her mom couldnt stop kacau-ing me!

So meeaaaaan.

'haziyah's such a loser! eheh! biler nak habis? haha. kental eh zee.'

That was taken from idayu's blog.

See see.

And i cursed everytime i saw the ghost.

Tsssk.

Basically lesson learnt is.

I am never watching a horror movie with future bf or whoever.

Due to certain reasons.

Hahaaa.

ANDDD.

SORRY SITI.

She sat beside me so yeah.

hahaaa.

Okay dah bye.

And i am on the verge of giving up,on everything.

Now its getting complicated,once more.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-03T21:21:00.005+08:00

I've got nothing to blog about today.

Except to see if other people agree with what Abigail thinks.

I hope not :/

The conversation below happened on wednesday while we were doing trigo graphs :D

Haziyah!

Yes,what?

Got bf?

Huh what nooo.

Yeah right ah.I dont believe.

Eh whyyy!

Your face so obvious look like got bf.

How can you tell by face?

Really!in fact you look like you got alot at one time or you change every two weeks.

SO MEAN!

But its trueee.

And it went on and on.

She's so meaaaaan.

My face doesnt show that.

And i couldnt stop whining.

Easy to picture me whining right.hahaa.

Syiq had to stop the conversation.

Like mother like that.

Heehee :D

Oh yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL ASYIQIN! <3

You're the awesomest (:

Andd andd rahim thinks he looks innocent.

Pfffft.

Who agrees?

HA HA.

Okay dah bye.

My emotions,like sin graph.

HAHA.

Explains why my posts are so merepek.

I deserve this.

HAZIYAH

2008-08-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.

Guess what's the best thing in the whole wide world!

(besides me)

Hahaha.

Kidding kidding.

CADBURY HOT CHOCOLATE DRINK !

Hee.

It's nice lah dammit.

I just drank a cup 2 minutes ago :D

Haha, how unnecessary.

Today was an extremely uneventful boring lazy day.

With the exception of 2 whole hours of Friends of course!

Hahaha.

I love Friends(:

I love Chandler the most.

Watched a really funny episode 2 weeks ago.

Chandler was talking to the door and it went something like this.

Chandler : I'm funny right?

(Door doesn't answer)

Chandler : What do you know? You're a door.

(Pause)

Chandler: You only like knock knock jokes.

(Laughs to himself)

Ahahaha.

Damn cute.

Joey's cute tooo!

Hahaha.

Oh and Pheobe!

Hahaha.

Kay, enough of Friends.

I am trying really hard to be happy right now.

I think it's working

Hanis.

2008-08-02T21:25:00.007+08:00

Heee.

I'm being so extra by putting my photo just because ziyah posted pictures :D

Hahaha.

CAs are finally over!

I hope i pass everything.

Aiya no chance lah to pass physics):

Stupid paper.

SO,

Today Rawiah, Khaliesah and Aida came over to bake honey cornflakes for carnival day.

Abit too early considering Carnival Day's only on Friday.

But nvm.

Haha.

Should I wear red and white on Carnival Day?

Eh wait I don't have any red clothes.

Hahaha.

Unless I wear the Singapore shirt that I had since pri5!

Can what.

Wear ethnic clothes.

GO SHOPPING!

Oh yaaay.

Tsk.

My maid's beside me and she's taking reallyy loudly on the phone.

Aiyooo.

I got my daddy's phone by the way!

Secondhand but who cares.

At least I got rid of the phone that I had for 2 years+.

Well,I had fun downloading themes(:

Sgt promo test on the 29th !

Must do flagpole and tent :/

Oh oh.

DIE.

K bye!

Hanis.

Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting

But being without you I can't imagine.

It's just to close to the heart

And I won't stand it if were broken apart.

2008-08-01T21:05:00.005+08:00

Dead blog.

Simply because of CAs,meaning there's no time.

And also cause,emotions very off this week.

Got to stop thinking.

Today,Syiq was so scared that i might cry.

HA HA.

Sorry.

CAs were so screwed.

I'm not going to do well,for sure.

I'm going to work much harder for FYE.

And not let certain things dominate thoughts.

Sucky.

Giler,i know.

After school Sarah dragged me to Parkway.

Ili joined us too,for a while.

I didnt suspect anything.

Apparently miss annoying planned something.

Which tak menjadi in the end.

And so she decided to tell me.

HAHA LOSER LAH SARAH.

I am neveeeeer going to go anywhere with you again.

Borders and KFC.

Talked.

Ili's reason for ____ was because 2 weeks felt like 20 000 years.

HA HA HA.

Now im here.

I hope i can go watch Prom Night with Ayu,Sittaye and Sarah next Tuesday.

Its just unfair.

Why.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDAAAAYUUU.

I tried to stay up till 12 and i ter slept at about 11.50 around there.

Super annoying!

Okay,teens alive.

Azri was being a bigbigbiiiig asshole.

IDIOT.

It was so tak perlu okay.

Hidayat also!

And ustaz another one,go layan him.

I couldnt do anything but to keep quiet.

Everyone was laughing alreaddy.

Annoyingest.

And then study study.

I felt like pulling my hair cause i couldnt get acid and bases.

ANNOYING.

Today's just meant to be annoying.

haaaaaah.

Let go let go let goooo.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-26T20:26:00.004+08:00

Today was sucky,

But productive.

Couldnt go out with idayu,siti and sarah.

Like always.

Soooorrrryyy.

So the day went like this.

Study.

Slept cause i got a headache.

Study.

Fun,i know.

Idayu's turning 15 in less than 2 hours.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDAYU.

Love youuu (:

(No need dedication ah eh.Its in the card already.Wait a while okay.haa. )

Somehow,this time.

Its really stressful.

Its not just cause of studies.

A whole lot of other stuff.

And im not the only one.

Why.

Never.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-24T21:13:00.006+08:00

Why so serious?

Lets put a smile on that face.

I dont like hearing that.

Cause its from The Dark Knight.

The Joker said that quite a number of times.

Andd as kental as it sounds,he scares me.

With the laugh and those two lines.

Loser loser.

But but go watch it,cause it isnt like those typical superhero stories.

Sad part is,lead actress isnt anything near pretty.

Mean?i know.

Today,normal school.

After school,

Geog and then A maths till 5.

Got home,study.

Now,break.

Continuing soon,i think.

Been reaching home at 7 nowadaes.

There's installation at RJC tomorrow.

Another long day.

Tiring,but im happy so its fine (:

Oh and freaky incident in the bus just now.

See,there's a reason why i dont like going home,alone.

Sorry for the very random post.

Satisfactory.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

See the one at the end on the right in the front row?

That's haziq and i believe he will be a mat when he grows up.

Kak hana thinks so too and she doesnt mind it.hahaha.

As long as he doesnt get a minah gf that is.

Riqa thinks he's hot.They think so too.

Okay today was boring.Other than the fact that i made them laugh till their stomachs were really painful.So embarrassing and i do not wish to elaborate.So gross sumore.tssskk.

After school wasted two hours and then went to NTUC with ayah.I realised that its quite difficult to find fattening milk.everything was low fat or 99% fat free.depressing you know.hahaha.

I want my body to extend 2cm sidewards,outwards,whatever it is ah.how how hoooooow!

Does it really matter?

HAZIYAH

2008-07-22T20:49:00.003+08:00

Diyanah looks older :(

Cause im shooooort.

So annoying.

Uhh today school,a maths class,tuition.

Learning about blood scares me sometimes.

Weird facial expressions are then formed.

HAH.

And someone ate alotalot,that made me feel like puking.

Loser nyer haziyah!

Kk back to studying.

Proper post tmr or when i feel like it.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-21T21:58:00.005+08:00

One word,down.
It all comes down to one thing.

You unknowingly drive me mad.
HAZIYAH

2008-07-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Wrong move.

It isnt a game.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-20T21:07:00.005+08:00

ZANY'S TMRW ZANY'S TMRW.
Pffft.
WE ARE NOT PREPARED.
Well, duh.
TMRW'S GNA SUCKK.

Boo and I plan to run to the toilet when it's our turn to perform.
SET AH.
Hahaha. How mean of us.
Go die lah whoever thought of this Zany shit.
Go die lah whoever thought of the boring theme.
Go die lah Zany Parade.
Pfft.

Natasha just called.
Aiyo that troublesome nenek.

BYEBYE.
I wna go cry of stress-ness.
:D

Heeee.

Hanis

2008-07-19T18:26:00.002+08:00

Today i learnt that sleeping doesnt help headaches,nor does it help cramps.

Okay,hello.

I realised my posts are getting really ____.

So i shall post happy posts :D

FRIDAY

Skip skip skip all the way to PI.

YAY NUR AISYAH SHAIFFUDIN FOR TAKING UP THE POST AS HEAD PREFECT .

AND NABILAH ISA AS VICE HEAD.

Cool or what?

hahaha.

And theeen after school,stayed back to prepare for Zany Parade.

We painted orchids.pretty ones.

It was quite fun.

'Lelaki suka kacau saya!'- Eleanor

hahaha.

And Sarah was being a loser.

Hitting and wetting me and saying i said hi to someone when i certainly did not!

After we were all done,slacked in class with Sarah,Ili and Nadhrah.

Talk talk laugh laugh.

Got hungry so went to Video World.

Ate,talked,studied.

And theeeeeeeen we were talking about ___ and what he would do if he came.

Two mins later,it happened.

hahaha.

Shall not elaborate.

THURSDAY

Had to stay back after school for extra bio lesson.

Hanis left early so i didnt have a choice but to go home with annoying Sarah.

Annoying wanted to take 31 home.

I refused,i dont like 31 and i have some other reasons on why i dont want to take 31.

Secret.heehee.

(Idayu,Sittaye,Annoying better shhhhh.)

We couldnt stop arguing and so we decided to flip the coin.

hahaha.

We did that the last time to decide whether to go for regular sevice or not.

My idea,thats why its merepek and so loser.

And we've been using it ever since.

OKAY IT SOUNDS HAPPY ENOUGH.

BYE!

HAZIYAH

2008-07-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

WELL DONE HAZIYAH FOR KEEPING THE BLOG ALIVE.
Hahaha.
I actually stayed away from the computer this whole week!
Yayyy.

This week went by pretty fast.
And it was a fun week too! (:

Random!

1) Mr Tang pulls his ear for no reason while talking.
2) Lab lessons are always so fun coz Boo's a such a weirdo.
3) Mr Goh talks to himself alot.
4) Belinda and Zoe sings birthday songs for random people though it's not their bdays just because they like to sing it.
5) I hate listening comprehensions because they make me listen.
6) Going home alone isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
7) Rawiah has sudden moodswings which are scary.
8) I owe Joyce chocolates for exchanging napfa dates with me.
9) Mr Zain gets me thinking on stuffs I never had thought of thinking ;)
10) Maam Amirah thinks that ____ is hot. YAY HIGH FIVE.
11) Service Day's tiring and some people are just plain rude.
12) Khaliesah got a pretty pink thongs for her bday today!
13) Natasha says I'm a bad liar):
14) Prefects' Investiture was only nice because I had Natasha and Aidah beside me.
15) My prepaid's less than $3 already.
16) I havent talked to Syafiq this whole week!
17) Rahim owes me a $6 present.
18) Abortion videos make me want to cry.
19)Cross- country's this Friday and 3/9 is totally unprepared.
20) The squad's falling apart.

LASTLY.
MY BDAY'S COMING :D

My brain's totally dead.
And I miss someone very badly.

Hmm.

" EH won't it be cool to have a boyfriend with the same name as your dad?!"
"EWWW. I won't want a boyfriend named Sairi!"

HAHAHA.
Lee's funny.

K goodnight loves.
I love you all. :D

Hanis

2008-07-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

Awkward.

Its not going to change.

In fact,i bet it will get worse.

Soon enough.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

Im hyper today.

It doesnt mean im happy,it means im ____.

Cant decipher my feelings from the way i act.

Okay uh,yesterday.

School,lessons boring boring.

After school went there then pray first at that room.

It was damn panas.

And at first we couldnt stop laughing before praying.tsskk.

And then at 4.15,LC.

LC was okay-ishh i guess.

Today,school,lessons.

Normal ah.

And Mr Seah keeps calling me Hidayah.

Confusing.

So yeah kay whatever.

Got really hyper after school.

That's a bad thing.

Annoying i say.

After that,ayah fecthed me.

Went somewhere.

Then cik ram's house.

Where i got a lecture from opah.

Have to gain weight basically.

And now headaches are an everyday kinda thing.

Kay dah bye.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-14T19:57:00.003+08:00

I did something stupid today.

And now it hurts alotalot.

Tomorrow's listening comprehension.

So it had better be gone by then.

And because of this,i didnt go for tuition.

I couldnt.

Stuuuupid.

I swear you're god damn annoying.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-12T20:31:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

I know chinese.

ni yo mei yo xiang yen?

HAHA.

GO FIGURE.

I learnt from rahim.tskk.

(No,i dont hate you and im not disappointed laaaa.)

Today i woke up at 8+ and studied till i couldnt study anymore.

Cause of headache.Its annoying.

So yeah,thats my day.

Boring much.

I said no to something.

Once more,go figure.

But dont anyhow make assumptions.

Okay.quite a number of birthdays coming up.

But i cant remember one so im trying to find out who.sorry person.

I list down first,if i missed you out,tag.

27 /7-Idayuuuu!

3 /8- Syiqin

16/8- Loser

20/8- Haziq and haziq!

22/8-Azri

23/8- GUESS WHO.

24/8 - Natvianne

25/8- Farah

1/9- The other loser.

16/9 Sittaye and dee!

Kim and deniisha are somewhere in there i just cant remember the exact date.

SORRY.

IDAYUUU!

Ill try to go to the thingy with you ah.

But no promises.

HAHA.

Okay im done here.

BYE

Best first time of my life.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-11T21:41:00.005+08:00

I HAVE TO START STUDYING.

WEEK6WEEK6

PANIC.

You said it,i denied it.

Now im beginning to think that its true.

Infatuation turning to disease.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

Not because i want to.

Because i have to.

I dont have a choice.

And that just sucks.

Kay uh nothing much happening now.so yeah and i didnt reserve rizal.

I just said it was a nice name.

Thats all.

Constant headaches,that's all i gotta say.

And you,stop playing with my head please.

I know im stubborn.sorry.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

Mr Goh told me I suffer from PHD today.
Hahaha.
So kental.
PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE.
-_-"
Tsk.

My maid told us there were guy twins at my aunt's place just now!
New tuiton kids.
COOL SIA.
It's rare to find GUY twins okay.
I hope they're fraternal twins(:
then they would be like the guy version of me and Ziyah.
:D
My maid also said they were handsome.
Hahaha.

Ziyah reserved Rizal already. Lol.
She doesn't even know him lah wth.
So I'm suppose to take Razali!
HAHA!
Kidding kidding.
I think they have the cutest names(:
Haha!

Cleaned the NP room today!
FINALLY LAH.
It's 3/4 done.:D
I love cleaning up.
Hee.

K Bye.

Hanis(:

2008-07-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

Okay.so we went to Bugis.

Got a bag,same type different color if not we will look retarded.

And the mat there went to flirt.hah.

Am not going to elaborate.

Dah,thats my day.

Now im attempting to study maths with rahim online so byeeee.

Jealousy equates irrationality,
loss of senses transits to blindness.
Blindness equates nothing.

Conflicts are unavoidable.
Friendships are breakable.
Once broken,its tough to piece them pieces.
Its treacherous to heal them wounds.

I wish we could be the way we used to be.
and laugh and smile and keep each other company.
my_____ memories.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-05T16:26:00.005+08:00

Love.
Thats human for you.
Unavoidable,unescapable to love someone..is it really love?

those menifestations of the heart,
could it perhaps be mistaken for lust and desperation.?
or simply loneliness?to be wanted.

Agony translates to pain,
sorrow & inability to express oneself,
to shrivel up inside,
surpressing one's emotion,for fear.
Fear of losing the one they love.
Fear for themselves.

Contradiction.
Speaks for itself.
It is the progeny of evil,of selfish desire.

It is to pretend.
Such cruel,inhuman longings.

Sadly exists in me.

Dont you all agree?

HAZIYAH

2008-07-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today was better than yesterday so yeah okay,cool.

Sometimes talking to you can make my day,sometimes it just gets me thinking.

School was normal whatever whatever.

Recess,got me happy,cause i get to talk to Idayu,Siti and Sarah about stuff.

And then we started talking about that.

Can compile a book where we write all our sad love stories ):

Sadsad.hahaaa.

We were talking non stop and suddenly Sarah said something that made us all silent.

We couldnt say anything cause we ourselves cant do it so obviously we cant ask someone else to do it.

So yeah wth i know im being dumb but yeah kay im trying.

After school,went to Ngee Ann Primary.

I would have wrote loadss about it if i was in a good mood but apparently not so yeah ill let Sarah do the elaborating and whatever.

Ayah fetched me and brought me to eat somewhere.

One of the makciks there said something that i shall not say here.So yeah she said something to my dad that i couldnt hear.and then she told me to be careful and in the future dont let guys play with my feelings and whatever and she told ayah to take good care of me.and ayah said some stuff back i dont know what.

I was like O.0

Thanks ah.

Goood timing ah.

Planning my future.

She kept smiling at me after that while i was eating.

Idk why.

Okay shit headacheheadache.

It always comes when i feel ___.

BYE.

Can someone please take it away from me.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-04T18:58:00.002+08:00

Very random pics in my daddy's phone :D

"Me?"
[click to enlarge]

A picture Ayah took with his student.
Omg that girl's so hot!

She has pretty eyes too!
Tsk.
I feel so jealous.
Hahaha!

GUESS WHAT.

I topped the class for Amath :D

Oh yaaayy.

Aiyo, I feel so nerd.

Pfft.

Okay so we're going to have combined parade with TKSS sometime in August.

-_-"

Hahaa.

I bet it'll be really weird.

But since we took over already, I think it's going to be fun!

For us sec3s of course:D

I hope I get paired with the sec.3 IC from their school.

Then it'll be really cool.

Hahaha.

Damn.

I barely know the guys from that school.

I think ALOT of people would be happier if we combined parade with Telok Kurau instead.

Lol!

Monday's Youth Day!

Too bad I have FIVE tests next week.

Tsk.

Hanis.

2008-07-03T15:49:00.004+08:00

My hands became really cold,

I got a headache,

I almost fell,

I swallowed back my vomit,

I felt weird,

I was quiet.

This was my day.

Awesome,yes?

I can listen to all your problems but i cant even get over mine.

Once was enough.

The second time,it hit me even harder.

Yes i still do.

Its going to take some time.

How oblivious can you get?

HAZIYAH

2008-07-02T20:45:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS CALL HAZIYAH TO ANSWER QUESTIONS DAY

Grrrr.

First,i almost got called on my Mrs Lim.

She came up to me and said,

'Im so tempted to call you but since you look like you dont want to answer nvm.'

And then she walked away and started laughing.

She's awesomeee.HAHA.

Next was english.

She just HAD to ask me the most susah question.

So annoying.

And i had to use a mic.

Cause i was too soft.

Duh ryte.I dont know what to say what!

Next was maths.

She just had to pick on me!

'Haziyah you look very deep in thought.Come tell me the answer'

Thanks ah.

Oh and me and diyanah dont like her her.shes damn annoying.perasan lawa.

Then i got a headache and felt like vomiting just now.

I so dont like today.

And now i feel loads of stuff.

It just sucks.

You have got to stop it.

HAZIYAH

2008-07-01T19:56:00.006+08:00

TODAY IS SAD AND SLEEPY DAY.

Grrr.

Both Sittaye and Sarah didnt come to school.

Lessons were like omggg please end quick i cant stand it.

Other than malay.

Cikgu makes lesssons fun.

One night's pleasure,9 months pain.HAHAHA.wthhh.

Guess ah which one guy which one girl (:

It was funn talking about gejala sosial.

And cikgu keeps asking us to be careful and take care of ourselvesss from guys!haaha.

After school,went to cik ram's house.

I didnt expect to stay there so long.

It was really weird having our sisters there and everything so i left.HAHAHAH.

And im not a counsellor.

Im just niceee.heehee.

So surprising to see Fatihah's post on her blog.

Awesomeness.

AND FOR GODS SAKE YOUR ASS ISNT FRAGRANT.

DAMN GROSS LAH YOU.

PERASAN AH.

KAY DAH IM SLEEPY

BYE

HAZIYAH

2008-07-01T18:23:00.004+08:00

ORAL TODAYY!
Had to leave 10mins earlier so we could have lunch.
Aww, we missed 10mins of physics):
Walao.
Sorry Mr Alex Tang!<3
Hahaha.

Topic was about hobbies.
I guess it was okay.
I screwed up alil though.
Esp when i was trying to translate english words to malay.
Hahaha. I forgot what "healthy" was in malay okay!
Pfft.

OH!
I also ran out of the examination hall w/o permission when the exam was taking place and then I got a scolding :D
Tsk.
Long story.
Hee.

I'm so happy I can drop malay in JC.
Yayyy.
1.5 years more of mother tongue!

Okay so lessons weren't bad.
English was funny.
Geog was crap.
For Malay,Cikgu talked about teenage pregnancy.
Cikgu makes evrth sound so funny.
Nur and I coudn't stop laughing:D
I love sitting beside Nur.
She's like so merepek.

Didn't pay attention during Chem.
Coz Boo decided to stand beside me and distract me and Rawiah.
Fine, It wasn't like we want to listen to Mr Goh and his stupid mole concept.
Had a weird convo and played hangman for awhile.:D

Math Mdm Lenny coudn't come to class.
So it was a talking/bitching session with Rawiah and Aida.
Funny shit lah the convo.
Natasha joined at some point and we talked about how gay memberz inc was.
HAHA.
I hope no one from that group reads that.

AMath test tmrw!
Parade tmrw!
PE tmrw!
Damn.
Means we have to run 5 rounds):
I'm going to pray it'll rain.

10-ed home with the Sharifahs :D
Saw Dailami/Dasuki.
~~Like I know which one is which like that.~~

K Bye.
I very lapar.

Oh yes.
My prepaid died after msging Idayu.
Sorry Boo,Nuraidah and Rahim.
I coudn't reply):

That prepaid card barely lasted me for 2weeks!
Tsk.

Hanis.

2008-06-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

ORAL'S OVEEEER.YAAAAAY.

Someone's having it on the 6 July.kesiiaaan.skali topic susah eh.

anw the topic was makanan.

i screwed it up cause i dont really like food so i dont know much.hahah.

kay wth its over.

i went tuition alone!

there was no one there.

idiotsss.

and i ended up almost falling asleep

cause there wasnt anyone with me.

grrrr.

Okay best part.

I think its the relationship/friendshop problem season.

I know at least 7 people who are having problems with their relationships.so sedih.

Cheer up people!smileeee (:

Huggged manyy people today.

Like Sarah.

Cheer up okaaay!

Kaaaaayy thats all.

BYE.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-29T20:30:00.003+08:00

Okay,im blogging cause im trying to get my mind off oral tho while im typing this now im thinking about how to answer if this certain topic comes out.i got 45 topics in mind.i hope one of them is similar to the one theyre giving tmr :/

Teens alive in the morning.today it was about personality so it was quite fun uh.i have a split personality!hahaha.but ustaz helped me and decided that i was close to happy go lucky but more of a perfectionist.funnyyyyy.cause they contradict each other.hah.but nadh said she knew that i was going to be a perfectionist.so perfectionist it is.I'll write down what it says under that.

Perfectionists

Introvert,Thoughtful,Planner,Serious,Talented,Creative,Analytical,Self-sacrificing,Orderly,Neat and tidy,Detailed,Faithful,Moody,Pessimistic,Concerned,Not sociable,Insecure,Skeptical.

Good careers

Artist,Actor,Therapist,Research assistant,Surveyor,Architect,Journalist,Auditor,Mathematician,Psychologist

A big HAHA to mathematician.

Those that are in italic is what i agree with.i think.

OH and it also says that im an introvert,slacker and that im demanding.

In another test it said that i was playful,cheerful and thoughtful.haha.and alsooo that im faithful and devoted in a relationship.heehee.

Its kinda cool to know your personality.haah.i shall make people go thru the same test that i did.it will be funn.

Slowly,everyone seems to be letting go.

Yes i know.we all have to some day.we'll get through this together.they may not be right now,but they may be in the future.its going to be slow.especially you,its been a year plus.tough i know.be strong all right.dont think about it.we have more important stuff to be thinking about now.

And you.yes she means alot to you.but dont let it affect you so much okay.cheer up fast boy.its not very nice seeing you like that!

I feel like a counsellor.haha.awesomeee.

okay dah nervousss.byeee!

HAZIYAH

2008-06-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

For teensalive today,
we did a personality test.
AND GUESS WHAT MY SCORE ADDS UP TO.
Extrovert + Optimistic + Perfectionist + Demanding = BORN LEADER.
LOL.

Kay, it was very unexpected.
I always thought I'd be in the "Happy-go-lucky" category.
Everyone was also in disbelief anyway.
Especially my mom.
"Ye la tu"
Hahaa.
LIKE IT'S THAT HARD TO BELIEVE.
Pfft.
Fine, I don't believe it either :D

So anyway,
My dad threatened me just now.
He said he was going to test me oral later
And if i wasnt any good, he'll make sure I don't sleep tonight
:/

Walao.
My malay is like __.
Heh.
I'm hoping he'll forget when he returns.
Haha.

Alright.
I'm done babes.

Hanis.

2008-06-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

Just finished malay tuition with Ayah and Sittaye.
godd,im so sleeeeppyy.

Nothing happened today.
Just that i got reaaaallyyy sleepy in school and almost fell asleep.
Science tuition after that.
oooh.this one.i shall keep my feelings and thoughts to myself.

Bibik was staring at _____ before tuition and when i got home she told me she thought that _____ looked ______.but ____ doesnt believe me.i think.i dont get why though.

_______'s really sad.and stressed and confused.its so upsetting cause i cant say anything cause im going thru the same thing.i hope it ends quick cause its really affecting studies.i know,that face.

Sittaye's stressed cause theres malay oral tmr.its sooo scaryy.8 minsss.

GAHHH.i hope i can stay awake in class tmr.i dont want to do badly for CAs.

i didnt expect that feeling

HAZIYAH

2008-06-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS MOOD SWING DAY.grrrr.
It started with moodless,then happy,sad,happy,guilt,sad,happy.like that.
Lucky,i didnt show it.
Only some sensed it.
So annoying!
I dont likeeee.

But i guess what Siti said is true.
No point regretting what i did cause theres nth i can do about it.
And there are reasons why you meet certain people in life.
I guess i could do with that.hah.

Kimberly hit me twice today.
Farah punched me in the stomach,again.
Hurts a hell lot.
Tak bersalah seyy.

UK band thingy's on the 18th August.
Its not a very interesting event to work on.
And its tiring to plan these stuff.

I realise im getting tired very fast nowadaes.
I dont know why.
There's something very wrong with me.

Oh.and i intend to gain 5kg in the next month or so.
Since so many people are complaining and whining about it.HAH.

This post is very random.Sorry.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-24T18:39:00.003+08:00

A-Ga-Ta.
Thats means 'GO' in Brunei.
At least that's what Rawiah says.

Okay.
First day(ytd) wasn't so good.
It's all Mdm lenny's fault.
Pfft.

Bsides that,
We met our new physics teacher, Mr Tang!
He's weird.
Weird teachers are fun:D

SOMEONE said he's cute.
and that SOMEONE is very happy coz there's physics tmrw.
Hahaha.

It's raining right now.
Yayy i love the rain(:

My Oral is one day after Zi's.
NEXT TUESDAY.
Shit.
I should really start talking Malay:/

Term3 will not be a fun term.
I just know it won't.

Let's bang into a tree tmrw so we won't have to go to school.
:D

Hanis.
It's all messed up.

2008-06-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

I dont like youuuu.(Sarah and Diyanah know who im talking about.heehee.)

So annoying.
Kay dah stop it.
I realise i dont like quite a number of people.
Sounds so bitchy.
Kay no.i haveee my reasons.
Valid ones.
And i dont show it even if i dont like you.
So you wouldnt know.
(good right)

And I'm going to listen to Sarah and not mention it again.
We can never forget but they can.
Its a wonder why,really.
But maybe its cause they dont want to show it.
I wouldnt know.

School was same as yesterday.
Maybe cause Sarah was around but Siti wasnt and Idayu was abit sad.
(Stay strong idayuuu.)
Took height and weight.
156,37.3
Thats not underweight,seee.
Rest of the day was normal.

AND OMG O LEVEL MALAY ORAL'S ON MONDAYY.WHAAAAT.I CANNOT FAIL IT.I'M GOING TO TALK TO AYAH IN MALAY.STRESS OKAYYY.GRRR.

Cikgu Zain says we have to,
Berbual dalam bahasa melayu.
Berfikir dalam bahasa melayu.
Mimpi dalam bahasa melayu.
Mengigau(I think thats how you spell it) dalam bahasa melayu.

I shall do as he says so i can do well or im so screwed!

OH.Anddddd,someoneee,this someoneee asked me why at the bottom at my posts i write sad stuff.you know the small small words.HAHA.NO,its just what ive been thinking about for the day.sooo if i think about sad things it will be sad.heehee.AND I DIDNT BUSTED YOU YESTERDAY OKAAAAAYYY.

Its way better but its not the same.

I have my limits,i know.

But im happy enough with the way things are noooww.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

School's different cause theres no more of that.
Im so not used to it after 6 months doing so.booo.

Asyiqin didnt come today.i misss her :(

Uneventful daaaaayyy.stupid.
but there were a few stupid moments,me lah of courseee.
but it wasnt my fault.its a natural reaction ah.
WHAT?!
(after 2 secs)
ooooh shit sorryy.
if you can guess the scene good for youu.if not too bad.hah.his fault.

next one,

me: eh kak shaz giving birth tmrw ah?
Nadh: WHAT.means shes in labour now?!
Ruz: huhhhh?what?so fast?how you know!
me: eh no i wanted to say when.not tmrw.sorry.

Got somore ah but lazy want to type.just shows how much i was thinking that i didnt even know what i was saying.booo.

I saw nadh's GP paper just now.i would have died if i was taking it.better start reading newspapers.And Malay O level oral is reaaaal soon.mampos ahh.

TODAY,

Idayu said that i look different with longer hair.
Siti said i became even more skinny.
Abigail insists that i cut my hair even tho i didnt.
Ili feels cheated cause she didnt know i had a twin.
Farah says im weird.
Bibik scolded me cause she said i was going to get sick if i keep losing weight.
Idayu said i looked sad.
Siti said i looked like i was about to cry.
Sarah says its not worth it,move on.

it just doesnt feel right.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-22T14:55:00.002+08:00

I dont like time of the months.grrrrr.
I realised that when i pms,its really very bad.sorry to all those people who got it from me before.especially this person.HAHA.i know you got it many times,last time ah not now.its a wonder how you can be so patient.hahahaha.

Okay,yesterday went to the airport to eat.why airport?cause its a saturday night and we dont like meeting people.hah.

The first part was abit.godd,scary.imagine three girls,all pmsing plus one small attention seeking one and a dad whom i think wasnt in a good mood and a normal mum ah.was horrible.

It got okay after a while and we started talking about an uncle in malaysia.so saaaad.but i asked mami to bring us go visit him the next time we go KL.it's been 10 years since we saw him so its about time ah.

ANDDD ayah embarrassed himself.i told him not to but he did it anyway.hahah.i still think he wishes he has a son.he went around kicking a paper ball.mind you,at the AIRPORT.there was this one part where he kicked the thing and somehow his shoe came of and hit something and it made a looud sound.there were soooo many people laughing at him.and ayah's face turned red.haaaaahh.

Theres tuition soon.and theres school tmr :(

its different now and i miss those times

HAZIYAH

2008-06-21T14:23:00.003+08:00

STOP PROCRASTINATING LAH DAMMIT.
FINSH UP YOUR HOMEWORK.

Stupid.
It's all Boo's fault for making me all stress.
Haiyo.

Rahim busted me ytd.
jufqwvifnvue.
Hahaha.
Nvm.
I will busted him back somehow. XP

I am looking foward to watch~

Yayy.
Hahaha.
Such awesome movies coming up.
So, who's free? XD

Hee.
Kay i killed 5mins.
I'm so bored la walao.

Hanis.
Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

2008-06-19T12:25:00.006+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

Today i did something stupid.

Yesterday i did something stupid.

only certain people know and they should keep it to themselves.

sheeeeshh.

okay this blog is dying so i have to updateeee.

MONDAY

nothing happened.study and went for tuition.thats all.

TUESDAY

Went to causeway point at about 12 ishh with amirah to watch The Happening.stupid sadistic show.there was suspense but the way they kill themselves,some are just plain stupid.but i covered my eyes at some parts cause i didnt want to see the gross-ness or ill be paranoid.

OHHOHH.and i want to watch AMUSEMENT and PROM NIGHT.they look niceeee.

Than after that we went to buy our lunch and bought stuff from NTUC for amirah's mom.went over to amirah's place where we prayed and then watched Over her dead body or something like that.niceee.parents came over at about 5+,they started talking and they never stopped till about 10.it was funn.cause we talked alot and i was happy due to certain reasons.oh and note that amirah doesnt like malay guys.hahahahah.

WEDNESDAY

same as monday.

AND TODAY WILL BE THE SAME AS MONDAY.

Haziyah is a great person who really is power but she doesnt realise it yet and shes bubbly too.

Khairi said that.whatever the above is supposed to mean.hahahaah.

BYE.

OH AND BAIZURAH THATS NOT CALLED A POST.NENEK.

whats your position?

HAZIYAH

2008-06-16T20:47:00.006+08:00

Found this(:

Introducing,

my sister the camwhoorer!

She didn't learn it from either of us okay!

Hahaha.

Well I hope tmrw's plans work out.

And Friday's one too.

TAG REPLIES

nadh: yes nadh I did!

AMIRAH: LOL. blue shirt guy's short man. I want green shirt guy(:

rahim: lol! ill try(:

RUZanna: yea i did! damnn funny. go watch! hahaha. it's a nice pic of you babe.XD

Ameera: thanks!

RIQA! : hahaha! i didnt cut bangs lah dear.

Alriiight.

Byeee.

Hanis(:

2008-06-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

i cant ignore you.
i cant pretend nothing's happened even though i tried so hard to.
its not worth it.
but how.
it was just one day in school,alot of people realised.
what if it happens for the rest of the year.
how am i supposed to answer that once more.
worse still,whats going to happen to us.
it has happened before,she didnt let if affect us.
you didnt know.
you were clueless.
now,its happening again.
but i am not as strong as she is.
im still trying.
i dont want it to affect us.
but youre making it so difficult.

disappointed

HAZIYAH

2008-06-15T18:43:00.015+08:00

Welcome sunshines.
The world says hello.
Hahaha.

Okay.
PICTURES.

Ayah playing pool!

Nadhirah!

This was taken at the lobby.

Tsktsk.

Blue cheese.

What my uncle ate :/

Cuties!

Pak Nga!

"I think A stand for amat bersih"

HAHA RUZANNA.

Kartonis=Cantonese.
I think.
Hahaha.

This is mee rebus.

As in, literally.

Haha!
RUZ!

Boats!

Pretty.

Nahh, that's not where we stayed.
How romantic.XP

THIS is where we stayed.

We got the top 2 rooms(:

---

Austin Hill's Room.

BIG RIGHT?

--

I played with my hair abit in the hotel.

Bored lahh.

My fringe is quite short so if I push in to the front,

it kinda looks like bangs.

Cacat ones of course.
My hair was getting into my eyes la dammit.

I will never cut bangs in my entire life.

I think it looks ugly.

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift...thats why its called the present.

QOUTED FROM KUNGFU PANDA.

Hanis(:

2008-06-13T18:13:00.004+08:00

OKAY LIKE HANIS SAID,WE'RE LEAVING TMR.AND SPENDING THE WHOLE TIME AT TEBRAU.SHEEESHH.

Therefore,obviously im not going for the band concert cause of the above and also cause of other reasons.(diyanah and baizurah,shhh)kesian baizurah.no choice but to go ehhh.hahah.and you better shushh about everythingg.and ill shushh too (:

And so,soooooorrryyy diyanahhh rumah besar!hahaa.you wont screw your solo up.you'll do fineee.dont nervousnervous.I'll get you something else in place of your flowers that you wont get from me.heee.good luckk and have funn.sooooryyyyy.

haziyah wants to migrate to pulau redang,

awaaayyy from this shitty stuff that seems to be never ending.

tragic end for me,happy ending for you,so it seems.

i still need an explanation.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-13T17:51:00.006+08:00

(haziyah deleted the first part cause she thought it was meaaaan to say those things.pfft)

I think we're going msia again tmrw
For two nights.
Or is it one?
Pfft.

I woudn't wna go if it wasn't for the fact that AMIRAH will be joining us.
Yayy!
Buut Hidhir won't be coming.
Bet Mirah's upset XP
Hee.

I CUT MY HAIIR.
Don't like it tho):
Well, at least it doesnt cover my eye anymore.

K dah.
Byee.
Hanis(:

2008-06-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

PULAU REDAAAAAAANG!

SO, we’re back .didnt post yesterday cause I was too tired.heee.

its going to be quite wordy so bear with it.

DAY ONE

Nothing much happened on the first day.if you want details you can ask me or hanis.

DAY TWO( FUNFUNNFUNNN)

We had to wake up at 6.30 in the morning cause snorkelling was going to be at about 9+ all the way till 1+.went for breakfast, got changed and took a van to the jetty.we got two boats.me,hanis.hij,ruz and azri on one and the rest on the bigger boat.at first the parents didnt want to allow all of us to be on one boat cause there were 4 girls and just azri(he couldnt do anything if the guy tried to bring us to a place farfar away but they gave in after a while.we went to snorkel at 5 different places.)

The first and second place,the fishies were about the same.third place was greener and the fishes were bigger.fourth place,we swam with the reef sharks.cool kan?hahah.the first four places were about 4-5m deep.okay i guess.and then the 5th place.10m.scary.and then i saw a turtle.

Me: EHH LOOKLOOKLOOK!TURTLETURTLE!

Everyone: WHERE WHERE WHERE I CANT SEE.

(Here,they all went to the left side of the boat,making it unbalanced)

Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!STUUUUPID!GO BACK TO YOUR PLACES LAH I CANT BALANCE THE BOAT ALONE!YOU WANT IT TO OVERTURN?!

(they went back to their places and then the person told us to go down into the water to see the turtle.they got off their seats and all of them attempted to get into the water at the same time from one side of the boat.that made me scream the above again.azri instructed two to go down from the left and the other two from the right while i go in last.)

Me: waaaait.how deep is it?

Azri: yeah.i cant see anything cause my gear not with me.how deep?

Hanis; wait ah i check.

After a few seconds,

Hanis: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!WHY SO DEEP ONE!SCARYSCARY.I WANT TO GO UP READY!

Ruzanna: HUH really!AHHHHH!okayokay im getting on that boat!

(Azri,who was already halfway swimming to the other boat swam back cause he was scared.hahahahaa.)

Waited for the parents to get in first before all of us went in.watched the turtle.And hanis said something stupid.

Hanis: aiya so boring lah the turtle not even moving you all watch for what?

Mami: then you expect it to dance for you or what?

everyone just laughed.when it started swimming me and ruz swam away and got into the boat cause we were scared that it might bite us.kental muchh.went back and nothing interesting happened for the rest of the dayy.

Oh and at 11 at night we went to the beach.damnn nicee.haha.

DAY THREE

It rained so we went back to bed after breakfast.in the evening went to swim even though it was a red flag(meaning it was dangerous for us to swim).big waves.veryyy fun.but because of that we couldnt go kayaking.saaaaad.before we went back,we sat at the end of the artificial jetty which was actually dangerous cause we all almost fell in when a big wave came.if we had,we might have drowned.and azri attempted to push me off.ass.and my hips hurt cause of azri.ass again.

OKAY THEN WE WENT BACK THE NEXT DAY.PICS ANOTHER TIME.BYE.

fine ah fineee.give me silent treatment.
HAZIYAH

2008-06-12T21:35:00.001+08:00

REDANG TRIP!
WAIT.
This will be a long winded post with unneccessary details.
I warned you.
Haha(:

FIRST DAY
Left home at around 10 and went to Seletar Airport. Flight was at around 12.30.Plane was kinda small with only about 50 seats. Haha. The flight was damnn funn! Azri, Nadh, Ruz, Hij and I played Bingo.(Ziyah's too cool to play.HAHA.) Then they got tired of playing me and Ruz ended up playing Hangman and TicTacToe.Then Hij joined in to play Pictionary. Was such a fun game till I cried coz it was too funny. Hahaha. Flight was about 1h30mins.

Landed at Redang Airport and then there was a bus to take us to Berjaya Island Resort. OMG. There were hot bellboys I swear.Hahaa.Played more games at the lobby and then went to our rooms! I loved it! I was cosy enough I guess.Lunch at a nearby restaurant and then went to the beach for a swim! Played "volleyball". Lol. And we managed to disturb this couple.Hahaha. The beach was prettyy. Hee. Played till evening and then went home, washed up and we went for dinner. Slept after watching DOA on starmovies(: Rather an uneventful day I guess.

SECOND DAY
Buffet breakfast. Yummy food! Hahaa. After that, SNORKELLING! Azri, Zi,Ruz, Hij and I had one boat to ourselves. And the other 10 people on the bigger boat. I love speed boats. They're so much fun! Hahaa.Went to 5 spots. First 3 spots were okok. Aloot of colourful fishes and corals.Alot of screaming too. Hahaa. 4th spot. SHARKS(: hahaha. not those huge white sharks. small baby ones. I saw two while snorkelling. They're cutee.This spot was also less deep than the first 2. So the fishes were reaally close to you.I loved it.Managed to touch a few.Last spot! the best one! it was about 10m deep so you can imagine how scared we were when we put our heads down into he water to see nth at all. :/ We didnt wna go in at first.So we decided to go in together! Ahaha. It was damnn deep and dark. This spot was suppose to be the spot with sea turtles. So yea. Went around swimming looking for one. Pak Nga found one. So we stared at it till it swam off. Omg.The way the turtle swam.Woah. Damn graceful! So yea, we were out in the sea from like 9am to 2.30.

Yayy. Ate maggi for lunch since we were too tired to go out. In the evening we lepaked at the beach. At night we went to the lobby after dinner.Played pool with Azri. I WON.:D Adults were playing scrabble(oh, Ruz too) and the rest played card games till 11. After that went to the beach for star gazing!(:

THIRD DAY
Breakfast was great again! Haha. Rained afterwards so we coudnt go for a swim. Went to the lobby instead.Played pool! With daddy this time. He won.): Haha!Then lunch and then went trekking for awhile.Saw MONKEYS(: and other animals. Then went to the beach ! the original plan was to go kayaking. But the waves were too choppy so the adults thought it was too dangerous): damnn. I wanted to go so badlyy. Went swimming instead.Then we climbed up the jetty and pak nga made us keep silent for 5minutes. I failed. Haahaha.Well, it was good emo time for everyone else. Except me lar. I got nth to emo about whaaat(: It was cool sitting at the very edge of the jetty just staring out to the sea. Rather romantic.Hee.

After that we made sandcastles! except ziyah lah.Who is, yet again, too cool to make sandcastles. Hahaha.And then we made fun of Msia's NS ad and also watched guys playing volleyball. Most of them got hot bod XD eyecandyy. Haha! Dinner at night and then went to the beach afterwards.(:

FOURTH DAY
Last day there.Last buffet breakfast.Last time at the beach.Last time sleeping in that 5 star hotel. ): Flight gotdelayed for 2 hours coz of airforce traning.WTH! we had to go back to the hotel to occupy our time till 12.20 when we already at the airport at 9am. -_-" Slept during the flight. Was damn sleepyy. Reached spore at around 2.

Well, thats all I guess.
We're back.
And we can no longer be carefree.

School's starting in about a week.
Shit.

Hanis

2008-06-07T15:33:00.005+08:00

I should do this before i leave.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Great timing to ask seyy.be reaaaaaaly upset,take lots of time to get over it.343 daysss.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Live a happy trouble free life.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Like kak dee's one.with fireworks at the end.a garden wedding.

#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Uhhh,take a quarter for myself and divide the rest with my friendss and family.haha.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Not the right time to answer that mann.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
That reaaaaly depends on the situation.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Oh goddd.no comment.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah the one thing that has been haunting me for weeks.

#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
That pain in my stomach or wherever.

#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
Depends what im upset about.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married with maybe one child.heeee.

#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Friendly.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Look at the time.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah but not till you cant get over it and get all depressed if anything happens.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you choose?
I doubt that will happen.

19. What type of friends do you like?
The ones I can trust.

DONE.Farah,be happy.

So we're leaving at about 10 tmrw.i still dont know what time the flight is.i hopeee we get a private pool.haaaa.and we're planning to bring stuffs to study there at night.so baik.

And yesterday's post,sorry.was reeeeaaaaaallyyy upset.

'If i were you i will slap her face the next time i see her' (if you know,shut up)

Yesterday,it was daaaaaaaamnn painful even though its not the time of the month.i told mami but i dont think she was listening so yeah kay wthh.as long as nothing happens to me while im in Redang im finee with it.

GAHHH.okay gtg pack my stuffs.
BYE.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

Shaddap zee!
Haha.
The hotel was freaky okay.
Hee.

K Farah tagged me to do this(:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Well, its his loss. XD Hahaha. Nahh im joking.
Umm, I'll be depressed. Then purposely try to get back at him.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Go to heaven.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Like Kak Diyanah's wedding. VERY grand.
At 5 star hotels,fireworks and stuff.(:
Not under the block. So unglam. Haha!

#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Shop la.HAHA.
Save for the future.(and the wedding) (:

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Lol.Idk.XD

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Forever.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm.Move on I guess.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Nope.

#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
Guilt.

#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
That depends. Usually, it's talking it out.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hopefully- Successful, married and happy.

#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Friends and family.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's a SKINNY BITCH (: Haha.
She's an awesome junior.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.
At least you're happy.

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Clean my bed. Hahaha. Seriously.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
I would.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-_-" wth.

19. What type of friends do you like?
The friends I have now.

8 people who will be tagged are; (cause you have blogs)
The first 8 people who read this.
Hahaha.
Aiya, anyone(:

----
Tmrw's the redang trip!
YAAAY.
We'll be MIA till 11June.
Take care, bitches.(:
I'll miss you all.

Hanis.
I love 6/6/08.

2008-06-06T20:59:00.007+08:00

YOU'RE MAKING IT MUCH MORE DIFFICULT FOR ME.

I know you're not affected but could you be more sensitive to my feelings?damn it.

HAZIYAH

2008-06-05T20:28:00.004+08:00

Okay,so im being forced to update about the johor trip.

OMG,the room was damnn scary.the hotel only had 8 freaking rooms and the lobby like those ghost stories one.gloomy kind then like got that freakyfreaky kind of feeling.haha.imagine yourself ah. so me and hanis were so scared.but the room was damn big and nice.ayah says its well maintained.i say its cause no one wants to come to such a scary place.

DAY ONE

1. Went to Tebrau to have lunch at Kenny Rogers
2. Went to the tailor to get our clothes for raye done.
3. Went to the freaky hotel that i swear i wont ever go again.
4. After showering and whatever.go back to tebrau.watch narnia(damn lame but hot guys make it okay)
5.went to eat dinner at donno where so late at night.
6.went back to hotel to sleep.(i covered my eyes the whole way back cause there wasnt any lights and i didnt need to see anything)

I slept easily and woke up only twice to find the person in the bed next to me,ayah and not hanis and hij cause apparently they couldnt stop sneezing cause it was too cold.weird people.hanis didnt get to sleep the whole night.stupid loser.

DAY TWO

1.check out.
2.walk around to explore the freaky hotel.
3.went tebrau,got our swimming costumes and new clothes and ate
4. went back to spore.

It was okay other than the fact that I had a staring competition with this mat.such an ass.whaaaaat only.and the girls look at us like want to fight.annoying people.

We're leaving in just two days.its going to be oh so fun!

things are getting way beyond what i thought it would be

HAZIYAH

2008-06-04T20:06:00.005+08:00

We're back from Johor!!
Haha.
Well, it was only for a night.

The trip wasn't so bad.
Shopped! ((:
Me and Zi spent like more than 100 ringgit.
Not so bad.

Caught a movie.
NARNIA.
Ben Barnes is so bloody hot.

William Moseley too!

Heee.

Anna (Susan) got to kiss Ben in the end.

PFFTT.

Haha.

K wna go catch another movie.

Byee(:

2008-06-01T18:12:00.003+08:00

This is so pissy-fying.
It's bad enough my dad installed some software that spies on wdv we do.
(And it's spying on what I'm doing now)
Now he installed something to limit our computer time!
How great is that?
1hour on the com per day.
If you exceed the time, the damn software will freeze the net.
And what use is the computer if there's no internet?!

He's doing all this so that we can do better in school.
Because "The internet is a distraction to your studies".
Wth.
I wonder what else he wants from us.
It's not like we're school dropouts who smoke and drink and sleep with guys.
Ughh.

Kay. I'm done venting out my anger.
Haha.

YTD'S SLEEPOVER WAS FUUN.
Me, Haziyah,Hijanah, Ruzanna and Diyanah.
Sleepover at ruzanna's attic!

It wasn't really much of a movie marathon since there weren't really any good movies to watch.
I think the time spent talking and eating were much more.
Watched:
Balls Of Fury(gay and I didn't know what was happening)
Dealova(the only movie Haziyah actually stayed awake.-Well,it is an indonesian love drama.)
And about 20mins of Madagascar.
Sepet(but we watched this at 9am when we already woke up)

WELL. So much for sleeping at 5.
Hahaha.
Zi slept at around 2.30 (right after Dealova)
Then sometime thru madagascar Ruzanna fell asleep.
And to think she said she didn't mind staying up till 5.
So we decided to switch it off at about 2.45am
Then Diyanah slept.
Then Hijanah slept.
I stared at the ceiling till 4.

Haiyo.
Sleepovers ain't fun if everyone sleeps so early.
Haha.
NEXT TIME MUST BE TILL 5 OKAY?
Esp you Ziyah.
You sleep too much.

Dad's calling.
Bye(: